‘You dump me, remember? I was once falling in love with you like crazy, so like dying when I didn’t see you around. Damn it! Now you’re coming back to me. What do you want? Can you please just leave me now, leave me with my peaceful life!’ Click! Suddenly the line cut.
On a piece of paper, I wrote this for her, with a little hope that one last thing she might do for me is to read this letter, if I had to go – at least.
‘My dear hummingbird, it was my fault, and I regret of what I’ve been done to you in the past. Although I say that I didn’t meant to do that, you wont believe it. If I said that you are my only true love, the only woman I adore so much, you wont believe if either.
But if I said that I have learnt, learnt how to be the picture you love to see, and am willing to love you the way you are, and will always try hard to make you happy and be there when you need me, I want you not to believe it, but feel it, vision it with your mind and hold it tight with your heart, my dear’ (dedjafoo)
Aku Mau (Once)
Kau boleh acuhkan diriku
Dan anggap ku tak ada
Tapi takkan merubah perasaanku Kepadamu
Kuyakin pasti suatu saat
Semua kan terjadi
Kau kan mencintaiku
Dan tak akan pernah melepasku
Aku mau mendampingi dirimu
Aku mau cintai kekuranganmu
Selalu bersedia bahagiakanmu
Apapun terjadi
Kujanjikan aku ada
Kau boleh jauhi diriku
Namun kupercaya
Kau kan mencintaiku
Dan tak akan pernah melepasku
Aku mau mendampingi dirimu
Aku mau cintai kekuranganmu
Aku yang rela terluka
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